December 2011
I swear I'm the only girl who'd rather be friends with Shane rather than fuck her
2011 Confessions
- I flunked an audition because I didn’t want to sing
- It took me 3 months to speak to the most gorgeous girl I’ve ever seen
- I came out as bisexual on the 25th of June to my best friends over facebook
- I told my other best friend 4th
- I came out to my parents after they found my vlog on youtube
- I came out to ‘C’ on my birthday in July
- I fell in love with her 2 weeks later. She stopped speaking to me completely and didn’t even speak to me when my grandad was hospitalized with cancer.
- I resent my mum for being too over protective of me
- I resent my dad for causing me to break down repeatedly throughout the year
- I cut myself because I knew that ‘C’ would see the scars and know that she was the reason for them which would make her feel bad
- I blame myself for my hamsters death because I was holding him when he died
- I went into depression after my hamster died
- I realized that ‘C’ has caused me nothing but pain and I’m planning on cutting her out of my life in 2012
- 2011 has been my most insecure year
- I cheated at Monopoly
